Daegu Mom

After spending a year again in the Philippines we are once again going back to South Korea. I felt happy yet sad..Why?!.. One reason is even though I love my life in Korea with the fast transportation, definitely different life style and high salary; Philippines is still my original home, tattooed in my being and my root. However, managing a 2 star hotel ,supervising the English School and co-managing the online English business and being a Spa owner- all of this work is taking a hard stall over me. Whenever i come home every night and see my two kids peacefully sleeping in the arms of my trusted house help, I felt sorry for them for not taking care of them and for not spending much time with them. Money is not everything. So, I pray and pray for everything that my hearts desire. I asked God for enlightenment and I asked my Mom that time and told her pieces of what I want. She asked one thing? Where will you go after all this hardships? If this makes everybody happy go for it but if n...

      It was monday, 13th of august at around 5am when I felt there was some thick liquid like water with a streak of blood(my water bag was just a lil broke) gushing down my thighs not to mention some of it on our family bed. I thought at that time if im already on labor but i felt no pain at all. Funny thing instead to hurry down the hospital I hurried on my laptop and logged in to my ym.I didnt know why but then luckily my nurse friend was in and so I asked lots of  questions to her and I was calmed down(thanks pampam!) She advised me and even if not, to go get check so during my visit to my OB that morning at 7am, he said that I was on early labor and a cm dilated. H e had me have a contraction test but since i wasnt feeling any pain and had a negative result, my doc allowed me to go home to take some rest but told me the warning signs of when to go back.      It was that night at around 6pm when I was feeling...